JANUARY
The worst start to a year I've ever had. January has been simply awful.
It started only hours after the new year began. On the drunken walk home to my friends house around 5am where a fully grown man punched me clean in the face, splitting my nose and blacking my eye.
Pressing charges would mean charges would be pressed against me and my friend as he tried to defend me by battering the man.
Next up was the breakup between me and Tom. We had been arguing for months on end, i didn't trust him and we never did anything together. We decided we were no good for each other and the next day he left his house and moved to stoke on trent, transferring his job and leaving my friend who he lived with in the the shit.
Turns out our kitten who was like our little baby boy, wasn't being looked after very well due to us now being separated. So now we are like a pair of divorcee's fighting over a child and trying to work out whats for the best.
Lastly i nearly died. I got a kidney infection which hospitalised me for 5 days. I was on a drip and all sorts of anti biotics and pain killers, some of which were so strong they made me throw up. My veins all shut down so they struggled to fit canulars. They told me if they if they couldn't get a canular in i would loose my kidneys and could die.
Luckily i survived January and February is looking GOOOD.
FEBRUARY
This month is looking to be much better. Ive been getting used to not being with Tom. Loki my kitten is safe at Radburn's mums house, where he will be looked after until Tom comes to collect him.
Ive been spending lots of time round the YMCA with brad and Luke and everyone else, seshing it fast and hard, getting very little sleep, lots of highs and cuddles.
We are planning a trip to Devon for Luke's 21st. It seemed like a brilliant plan at the time, but now we don't seem be be able to get enough cars together for the amount of people who are going. Brad is stressing because he is in so much debt and he is trying to get loans for this holiday to rent a car etc. But we are mega determined to get this working.
I got a facebook invitation to Deans 22nd birthday a fair few months ago. The invite said -
"Lets all jump out of a plane for Deans 22nd"
I dismissed it at first thinking "yeah right like that will ever happen" but then today i noticed that the event was in two days time, and i noticed all the information and realised its legit. SO i am now going skydiving in two days time. With all the bad luck i had in January, I'm hoping this month will be less unlucky, and that this isn't just an unlucky year. I don't really want to die o.O
Anyway, if i survive this jump on Friday, i will be lucky enough to be taken out to lunch by dear Bradley for an all you can eat Chinese on saterday.
And then EVEN BETTER, Claudia my beautiful German best friend is coming back to England for just under a week on Sunday. I cant wait to see her. The ex Lewis has once again made me wonder why the hell i broke up with him. He is such a star, coz he is gonna drive me to gatwick to pick Claudia up <3
(&& HE MAKES ME LAUGH LIKE HELL)February seems to be shaping up quite nicely.
i hope it stays that way.
