well well well where to begin.?so much has happened once again. its now october and i havnt posted a blog in 8 months. So, after tom left, i ended up gettin with radburn. we have been together offically since march 10th. so 7 months. but were seeing eachother 2 months before that. we lived in the house for a few more months together. toms room became the shesh room known as the doom room. we had shit loads of parties. me and chris are epic together. eventually moved into his mums. i put on 2 stone in weight. still work in the kitchen. kelly and her fat arse left us. as did vicki, lyne, carla, marie, everyone really.
current shizz-
*my beautiful nanny is in hospital again. this time its really bad. the cancer i guess has spread from her stomach, she has infected liver and kidneys which are completely useless now. she is stick thin and the other night had a stroke so she cannot talk or hardly open her eyes. i hate it. shes sush a brave and independent woman.i wish she could pull through. i keep having dreams that she is getting better. but her insides are fucked so i know she cant get well again. my mums real bad :'(
*im planning many tattoos. ivy leaves for granny ivy, my somewhere out there for patty, im thinking maybe an owl dreamcatcher for nanny, or a st helena flag if there is one. fayes will be a rose maybe with a fairy on it. mums will be a daffodil with a dragonfly on it. dads a tiny chainsaw and maybe some small pick axs. grandad hurrells will be either fish, an slr or something to do with his time in the raf. grandad fitters will be something to do with the navy, like anchors and helms. or maybe a pumpkin too.
*ive started a serious job hunt. me and chris had a fall out. i found out hes pissed that i havnt made any effort to find a new job so we can move out together. so thats what im doing.
*ive gone from 10mg of citalapram to 150mg of sertraline. deffo helps :)
*costa gave chris a car, we are gonna learn to drive.
*halloween is soon! i fuckin love halloween. sorted me and chris' outfits and they are in the post. we are mr and mrs skeleton <3 having a houseparty around chichiboy liams. i love liams new place its huge!
*chris baught me my beautiful £500 slr camera for my birthday. i love it so much.
*we go noodlebar on a regular basis and orange wednesdays seem to becoming routine :)
*i might be getting a leopard gecko. beautiful little things
*its 04.04am im not sleeping. could well be too much on my mind.
mums been crying in her sleep every night. shes nackered.
me and chris are still a little rocky but we are making it work.
red & yellow & pink & green, orange & purple & blue.
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