happinesss

listening to drum and bass feels like im falling into a trance.
what happens when i listen to trance??
im chatting shit, but i guess this is what this is for. 
my own benefit anyway.
argh im not feeling this, i may go treat myself to a nice sandwich seeing as i have managed to keep off the bread for about a week now. (not including burgers omg.)
then i shall see if i have any inspiration..

I'm not sure your meant to feed people like me after midnight... 

seriously though i hear a great way to loose weight is to stop eating after 8 o clock in the evening. coz everyone loves those night time snacks. im a sucker for sandwiches. AND CRACK according to my friend Jeshua. its not true. i don't enjoy crack cocaine. not even on weekends.

Today has been a positive day. Went to bed happy. Woke up happy. I love it when days like that come around. and im not gonna lie, they dont come about for me very often.


i think everything is just in your mind. i read this tiny book once called the little book of happiness. i found it while i was sunbathing whilst on holiday in Crete. It tells you how you should look at things and certain parts of it i have remembered and do use when needs be. or when i remember anyway.. im gonna have to fish it out.

"Stay in the moment! Happiness can only exist in the present...
In the here and now of your life.
Happiness only exists in the present moment.
And in the very place where you are.
This is a beautiful and simple idea. "