Most the time i can feel it coming on too, being a hormonal female. Something men go on about not being able to understand. What they dont know is us girls dont quite understand it either. We can feel it coming on, because we go from normal to mentally fucking insane in a matter of a day or so. We get upset and angry for what seems like absolutely no fucking reason what so ever. Theres usually a reason for it though. Could be the most tiniest thing in the whole world. My problem is sometimes when im in this state, if there is nothing to get upset or angry over, i often create a problem so that i feel justified for this mental emotional blow out. And this doesnt always happen just once a month when my hormones are flying all over the place.
Sometimes i wonder if im a manic depressive or still suffering from teenage angst that hasnt learnt to do one yet.
Ive been this way since i can remember, i dont remember hitting thirteen and life going POW your a teenager now, time to get mentally screwed up. Its just always been there.
Things that increase my bad moods 100000fold. -
Being ignored.
Being on my own.
Being hungry.
Falling asleep next to someone without getting spoons.
Sad but true.
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