I find it difficult falling asleep. Theres always too much on my mind. nothing of particular importance, i just find it difficult to switch off. How do you turn that internal monologue off??
So here are some sleepy scribbles as its 2am and im fairly knackered.
*Kelly left us in the shit at work today. i knew she was getting sick of doing that damn floor. haha well at least we were way too busy for either me or Marie to get round to doing it. thank god. i escaped the dreaded floor once again. I'm becoming a pro at this.*
*my sister has cut all her hair off. it looks quite cute unless she doesn't stile it. then it looks a bit boyish and a little like a mullet. still i think it suites her when she puts an Alice band in.*
*i miss Claudia rather a lot. my good old German buddy who never ceases to amaze me at how she can always put a smile on my face. we have so much fun when we are together. the two weeks she spent at mine where the best ever. i would almost say i felt like i had a sister but that's well out of order. my sister is a great sister. annoying. devilishly cute. loud. sister like i mean when Claudia was here it was like i had a very best friend.*
*Ive eaten a lot of scampi today. maria noticed too. every time i had to cook a scampi meal i would purposely put way too many scampi on a plate so that there were some left over that i could sneak later.
maria noticed me doing this and started doing it too and informed me that she had saved me some scampi's in the chip tray. <3 what a legend. i feel like i might turn into a cat any day now. with all this excitement of getting a new kitten at the boyfriends house. i want to be a kittys mummy again =^.^= *
*im really quite missingeveryone from college. both collages. the butts and solihull. going to the butts was a great experience. i got zero work done, smoked way too much weed with my friends and basically got away with murder (and setting a room on fire) before getting kicked off the course not once but twice. idiots shouldnt have let me come back really haha!! and i miss solihull because despite it all i made some really awsome friends like shiv, reece, lauren and all them lot, and i did get on wth alot of the work, it was interesting i fucking loved biology oh man i miss it :(*
*really wanna go play assassins creed. im a little bit hooked on this game now. its fit. tom got me rainbow 6 vagas 2 for my late birthday. but i dont like playing it on my own. assassins creed reminds me of staying at callums old house in bournmouth becuase i remember falling asleep on his sofa while he was playing it and all i couldhere were those funny accents "BASTARDO" in my sleep. it also reminds me of simon burdette because he would play it and make songs up "smoke bomb hidden blade hidden blade hidden blade" ect.
*im really quite pissed off about liann black. not only does she prevent me from seeing my best friend she alot chats alot of shit to me about things that she has either made up in her crazy little head, or things she knows nothing about. the girl needs a good slap and to be put in her place. i HATE her.
well im well and truely sleepy now so time to sign out, go for a ciggerette and go to bed i think. hopefully my mind will be a little more empty of this garbage now that its on here. hopfully i will sleep better. goodnight blogger. thankyou for letting me take my crap out on you :)
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