So i finally have my kitty. He is bloody adorable. Everything you would want in a tiny cat. He is mischievous (which suits him down to the ground as his name is Loki, - Norse God of Mischief) He is tiny and so pretty he has these beautiful makings on him and the most beautiful eyes. He sleeps in the bed with me and tom, curled up between us both. He nestles into my hair and he purs and talks. Oh dear i love this little squish way too much. Tom loves him too, which is really great :) Loki is like our little baby. Tonight is the first night i will be spending in my own bed all alone in quite some time =/ i miss Tom and Loki already. I just txt Tom to see how they are doing, he informed me that they are ok and fell asleep together on the kitchen floor. That is really cute.Today i am feeling a little worse for wear. Its for the best that i am spending the night in my own house. A few things happened last night which i wouldn't like to go into again merely because i don't want to think the words that were said to me ever again. Safe to say i lost alot of respect for someone close to me and my memories and pain was dragged up and thrown in my face like i deserved to feel as much pain as it caused me.
I'm paranoid again. I need to get confident in myself. But damn that is difficult when you've been taken for a mug so many times. Who's to say it wont happen again? erghh.
never mind, i have my lovely little cat. I get to spend more time with tom I'm hoping that's a good thing. I hope he really does take me to Lincoln for Christmas.
I want kittie snuggles. =^.^=
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